Hello! Here I am.
several days ago I had a dream where I felt like the title of the post. You see, in the dream, he had an accident (do not know why) and could not move, it was unclear whether temporarily or paraplegia. But the fact is that without talking all that I wish was fulfilled.
What I wanted was someone beside me, because in two seconds, without me saying anything, as if people read my mind, there was the person. I wanted any dish that I happen to eat, because then I had before my mouth. I wanted to read a book in a language not understood, then, in a millisecond my head had processed and remembered each and every one of the words appearing in it.
As I found a very powerful dream, soon I told the therapist. And I said something that was quite right: what a coincidence that I had no opportunity or need about to have or ask for things. It's like my mind I say: you still feel moved many times, you need to talk, talk, and talk, without fear (and not just what I am, but simply to address an argument without weakness and with a strong will.) And yes, I think so ...
is why I write these lines as well, because that way "speak" in some way.
Although obviously not the same as in person, heh. Do not you think?
At least I have you always answer, but it is not always: what irritates me most in this world is to strive to call or write (email or SMS) with no response. It seems at least as rude. I already happened to several people.
Anyway ... these last days I'm wee bit negative. Even the last two days I sleep with a tear in the eyes, to feel that way, motionless, as if my life is far slower than they need and even at times were standing. Ayyyy.
Well, it's all for today. You wait here and in your pages, as usual. Let's see if tomorrow or Saturday I write something different.
Besos!
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